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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Tue Jul 16, 2013 7:07 pm

Phys> jtns. cut abv rhgt eye on top frnt hd. A bit nasty looking.
NP> Very dry.. 16 hrs slp in 5 days. No recall.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Thu Jul 18, 2013 3:28 pm

Drm>LD low awareness.
Several over last few days. All at height. No self fear present. Helping others scared, showing them fear is self imposed and adds to itself. Making safe passage for them. Offering help around an entities deep routed problem. Tnx gvn but not taken. It was too selfless apparently.
Interpretation> heights with no fear in dreams indicates a great task achieved or a resolution to an important and very difficult thing you want to achieve.
Helping others escape their fears by showing them they need to think first and deal with their problem using the thought of someone in a far worse predicament who has already done this.
Their fears are diminished and they can find resolution.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Sat Jul 20, 2013 9:18 pm

Large tower with a big disc on top. Resembles that seen on the film MIB. Letters spelling a name down its length.
Read them but cant remember them. The nearest that comes to mind is Skryllx. I don't think it's too close but it seems to be in the right direction.
Phys> volc ok while icelnd in the cler. Expct more . Cascade...
Phys> something to do with a ship, need more info to come.

Watcher, smell of blood. taste your own?
You do not know anything, you think you do. Wear black again 82.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Sun Jul 21, 2013 3:15 pm

Phys>
Finding new posts that Ive already read a day or so ago.
Nothing exists. A change is to occur as the present time events happened several times in a repeating dream over 30+ years. It's good whatever it is.
Wierd though to see it repeating from previous dreams.
You answer the question before its even asked. The looks are a picture.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Mon Jul 22, 2013 6:56 am

NP> Phase, in orbit watching China and s AM. Shown volcanoes dormant for now.
Increase in energy field, unsure what this is.
Taken under the ocean for some reason not known, deep down no natural light after first 1/10th of dive. No idea on this.
No emotions at all?
A change is verified but what?
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Postby Szaxx » Tue Jul 23, 2013 6:17 pm

Phys> 787 fire in the sky. Seems imminent, futre nws clling boeing for profit ovr sfty. They are having a bad time at prsnt.
PM sent mid june 4 days after introduction. Wasnlt happy then and moreso now. Fix the damn batteries, theyre toxic in the systems safety.
Need outweighs greed or the city gets hit.85% permanent dream-liner.
The engineer has been told,unhappy, sintered Nimh not splintered Lion.
NP recall totally lost due to above.
Watching the sky.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Wed Jul 24, 2013 5:20 pm

Phys> vry strng emotnl state sorrow and loss on a grand scale. No details on what yet. Not local to me.
NP> telepathic type communication on difficulty of removing all emotions. Its part of so will be included. Coded at present. I have no choice whatsoever. All is all, one is all, all in one.
Sounds like Im being told off.... or something big will hit me head on. I hope it's a NP visual. You recall far more than when physical. It a hard hit too, I'll expect nothing, it works better this way.

The watcher has gone. I wont miss him. He has to stay away, doesn't like the darkness imprint. Oops.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Wed Jul 31, 2013 4:39 am

DRM> Car, pure white snow, skid.
Indicates self ok, others close to home self interested.
Others further in dispute, no deep involvement reqd, local, mismatched ideals non giving in.

Heartache ww is diminished now.
Soon watching sky.
Land finishing.
Water rushing?
Fire active but later, unsure when. Missing too?

Rejuvenate energy reqd.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Thu Aug 08, 2013 3:29 pm

Phys> 1 srrw emtnl exp felt like depth testing. Boundaries are being formed.
2 restricted memory, unknown.( playing out in the physical) can't remember it...
3 beware the storm, possible echo from 1969.
4 view from above an aircraft with green globes beneath 1000's of feet.
Since removal of watcher its been very quiet. Not sure if it was a good move. Nothing from anyone, no knowing, no dream recall, no NP I can recall.
May have helped T too much. Not wearing her glasses either.
Everything is far better than before op.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Fri Aug 09, 2013 4:43 am

NP + PHYS> space rock? Beware the storm again, stronger but no details.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Sun Aug 18, 2013 6:50 am

Phys> volc increase. Depth?
Quiet elsewhere, need more sleep again. Cnstnty drnd pst awareness pnt. Lw actvty xpctd.
NP> recall is pathetic. Need sleep.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Fri Aug 23, 2013 11:55 am

Buzy...
Last week
PHYS> Its coming...?
Later,
PHYS> It's near...?
A day ago,
PHYS> There's still time to change things...?
Yesterday,
PHYS> It's near, too near to do anything now...?
Today> It's happening or soon will...?

I've nothing to go on apart from the feeling it's very big. I've no idea referencing what. It's feel is planet sized, mostly permeable.

Is something taking the mick?
It's happened before, and they all owned up.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Fri Aug 23, 2013 2:40 pm

PHYS>DEFCOM 1 or something very similar. Are you in the USA?
These thoughts of yours are very clear.
Slow down to catch your breath!
NRG snt.

And the message....?
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Mon Sep 09, 2013 2:53 am

PHYS>The girl sorted.
PHYS>sirens?
Reminder of lrg bmb dtnatn in Mcr. Dmge bldngs lrge area. Emtnl fear.
Doesn't seem like echo. Too much heat. 20%
NP> Waking up again. No memory yet. No triggers.
NP> RV exp. 100% clr. Right room wrong location. Chngd to corct and box anomoly present. Room active with 3. Box unknown but will find out later
Single perspective viewpoint strangely. I could easily have been there. A factory store room phased in and lost interest. Only boxes and lots of em.
PHASE> EXP with light and sound manipulating 200% success. Entertainment into total distraction of purpose. Typical ...
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Sun Sep 15, 2013 4:02 am

NP> rush rush rush and the walls come tumbling? Felng, ukn,non local,imminent.
NP> lost recall......
Phys> very quiet too. The girl, happy and glad to be back, own words.
Phase into NP> UFO clusters, could be real. No thoughts just peace trigger.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Tue Sep 17, 2013 4:23 pm

NP> the awakening begins. Grp ppl on street in nd of escp. I gain some recall. Been hr b4, done the sme b4 dfrnt ppl this tym. Got em through clsd dr or wall. Freaked em out but got em safe.
Lft after this.
Cntrysde wlk met someone in pnik who ddnt wnt to be seen. No recall on details, male poss 30's. Done smething bad. Lost recall after this.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Wed Sep 18, 2013 2:34 am

PHASE>this was extremely fast paced. For possibly the first time I got SP where I couldn't move.
It lasted a couple of seconds. Not wasting time I did the 50 year old trick of floating upwards. Entered a blackness of sorts then lost the memory. No vision at all unlike the early days, I now remember way back, I waited for the room to light up then moved.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Mon Sep 23, 2013 7:50 am

NP> An unexpected comment from ?, 'The sleeper awakes ?' A feeling of happiness from who/whatever communicated this.
NP> placed in the middle of a road on a cycle at 50+ mph. ( this gave superb clarity from my fitness days) I carried on pedaling like a madman and realised someone was trying to catch up. It was a warm fine day and the road was clean, wide and not busy. A downhill slope which I had to my advantage. Don't recognise this place but everything seemed cosy.
I stopped and he did too after skidding and nearly crashing into me. He was pssd off with me for some action I took decades ago on his family. I could only remember the basics and they were all bad people.' A version of soul trading of sorts. I was captured by them and woke up in a dark room with lots of others, they were all scared. Hell ensued as they attempted to restrain me. I was far more powerful than all of them and all were 'arrested' and sent to a suitable locale to learn of their mistakes. One young one watched and I thought nothing of it.'
He was trying everything in his power to get inside my head. The idiot doesn't know what he'll find so I gave him some scenes from the Badlands and imprinted to 'shut the hell up or I'll send him there'. He complied immediately. His jaw needed picking up. After reading him he wasn't sure of what had gone on in the past and he now knew. An angry and malicious lad was seeing the truth for the first time ever.
I had to let him know that his temperament may have side effects, this he will learn from. The most important message was to 'listen to yourself'. He reflected on this and I saw a change within.
There was a few mins of fighting prior but that stopped when I got bored with the futility.
Not done a one on one for a while.
I'm back and hopefully something larger requires attention.
I hate these dry spells.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Thu Sep 26, 2013 8:54 am

NP>Drm grp pple escp frm same lrge house as usual. Upstrs to atc rm mde wndw lrgr by force and gt em on roof. 4 floors up, sm scrd of hghts and prvd diffclt to mve them out. Once on roof they wr xprtd to destntn by hlprs. I rprd wndow and chasers came. Sd Im only a chippy n hr to fix strm dmge. They cldnt read me and thght me indigenous. Thn left in a hurry. Thy looked bad and I didn't read thm. Didn't want em to know what I was.
I'm back in buisness.
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Re: Reference Material.

Postby Szaxx » Fri Sep 27, 2013 4:17 am

NP> flwng green filds butfl plce a Summerland. Hrd noises nt ntrl n saw grp ppl running my wy. Thght wtf n one shtd run Thyr cmng. The feel chngd n I was in another. Lkd arnd sw rvr an trees, 1 fallen acrs it so tld em get across here. Those chsng in 4x4 got stk one snk n thy sorted that out. The rest crrd on rnng to a border. I ntcd one lagging exhstd so pkd him up. Another fell shking pkd him up too n ran wth them bth one under each arm. It was begnng to get pnfl so srtd ths an dcd to fly gnd lvl. Came t a forst n hrd the others shtng at sm offcl. The noise strtd agn and I knw thy wr cmng agnthe gate opnd n the grp ppl ran again hiding in the frst.
Wht sndd like gunfire came my way and then I lost it. Recall failed from here. I didn't get shot this time. The ppl were innocent and perpetrators were bad.
If more comes ltr it'll be added.
Location seemed European, pine forest lush greenery. It had a ww2 feel to it but can't be 100%
I didn't speak their language and stole thoughts for communications.

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